promise

i've changed. i realise it very clearly.

and not in good way but i know that im becoming a worse person that i used to be. im not blaming anybody.

smeone once told me that i am like water. easy to changed. but im not blaming anybody. well maybe its time im trying to be hmmm more 'solid?'

ironic in my mid 20's im becoming confused of who i am.

but well now i really got that knife on my heart and i promised to myself and to hmmm idk lets say evrybdy i know that i will not say a bad word like seriously serious and meant to. being cynical is just me but being mean, no! will-not-do-that-anymore

hope there will be a second change and i could fix what i broke earlier.

I've been pushed aroundBeen knocked downLost a round or threeLife took a couple of things I lovedWhen I was too blind to see
But I'll surviveI gave up on luck but I'm still getting byYeah I'm going to be alrightYou can test my faithBut you can't take my pride

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